Tuesday, June 19, 2007

falling for the guy that i should never fall for

Sounds interesting but sad right? Yeah, i know....This is a guy i knew through a friend of mine. One day, we met by coincidence and then eventually got closer. He is quite a nice guy, nice as in sweet and funny. Unfortunately, he has a girlfriend whom he has been together with for four years already but at the same time he enjoys "laying around" (u know what i mean). Of course his girlfriend doesn't know because she is currently in Japan. I really enjoy having his company because he is fun and he is good at making people happy especially when i am sad. I am very clear that i should not fall for him for two main reasons--1) he has a girlfriend already; i don't wanna be the third party and i don't think i am capable of because i know that he doesn't have feelings for me. hahaha...(lame). 2) he likes to "lay around"; not the kind of boyfriend a girl would ever want right? Are "mischievious" guys more attractive?

It is summer holiday now. So he bought an airticket and flew to Japan four days ago. He will be gone for a month; will be back on the 15 July. The thought of him spending time together with his girlfriend just kills me man! My heart soured at the thought of it. I tried my very best to keep myself very occupied and not think about it. Yeah...that's how it is to fall for a guy that one should never fall for....sour-心酸.......hopefully time could wash everything away... 但愿时间能冲走一切. i have a month time before he comes back! It isn't easy to find the other half who likes and loves you as much as you like or love him/her. Hence, if you do come across one, grab on him/her tight and treasure that half of yours!

In a nutshell, falling for the guy that you should never ever fall for is never wise!

1 comment:

mars31 said...

Sigh... I know the feeling.